I've been trying to be QUIET DAMN IT!

Hi EVERYONE!

My name is Spunky Bairnsdale. I didn't pick it... I think my parents were stoned when they did. They did lots of things that were stupid that eventually helped me later in life. Learning some things is a REAL pain in the ASS!

I'm still learning shit... its still a pain in the ass. Sometimes a MILLION dollar pain shoved up there a nickle at a time. I think I have about 35 cents jingling in there right now. It's OK I'm used to it.

This BLOG is going to be some of my self imposed therapy I'm shoving UP you, if YOU care to read it. Facts, NEWS, points of view... feelings... and I want participation damn it, ... I mean PLEASE.

Not that I matter to any of YOU but I am even going to use a conferencing service to do a weekly RANT or something... so we can all get it out live over the phone anonymously. SEE I do care and I do want to learn and help and grow and YOU can help.

If you know of a good service to use please tell me... it seems that there are lots of FREE ones out there. Yeah FREE MY ASS... I know just how that shit ALWAYS ends up working. Give them a credit card for verification and they say they are just going to charge a penny and 2 months later ALL your accounts are closed and some towelhead has drained all your accounts to some group in Dufar and bought granades to make a nice pretty vest for his sister to show off in an orphanage for diseased children and blow her skinny, so ugly she has to cover her face, ass up.

I can't help it... my therapist calls it an imagination.

Or maybe they just say they want my email. How in the world is that going to help them? NOTHING is FREE! What good is it going do them to SPAM me 10,000 emails a day. I'm not going to buy their shit, I'm looking for FREE.